Man eating orchids breathe fire.

"i wish i could just disappear for a few days.
chill out.
no school.
no stress.
no people trying to pull me in opposite directions all at the same time.
all the bullshit just float away,but theres no time for that"

I wrote that a while ago. I still feel the same but i dont. Anytime youre not alone youre gonna feel different about your life. "The difference between being a bad influence and being a bad person is the way your get them to do stuff" -this is resonating in my head.

I wish i felt the same way about the world as i did when i was a kid. In a way when youre older you get more fear, its just about different stuff. When i was a kid i thought we had to remember everything we learned in every grade and take a big test on it in our senior year. That was one of my biggest fears. Im almost ready to graduate college and after that there is nothing that i HAVE TO do. I had to go to school. I had to go to college. and now i have to get a job or i wont be useful. Thats my biggest fear.

I wanna feel like this kid.

Im also afraid of whales. like for real. its not cool.

The perfect way to say I love you sweetheart.

Mason Jennings you bastard. I love that song. (Ballad for my one true love)
If you havent watched Dr.Horrible's Sing-a-Long blog , its pretty good, i liked it and would recommend it.

Ive started my documentary. And by started it i mean i told Dana about it and she said it was a good idea and i no longer think of it as a silly dream. Notes on Becoming a Grown Up Lady, NO BAGUL for short. yeah hopefully this will be something good. something splendid. something insightful. and something cool like this

well not exactly but this is pretty cool. Stop motion always seems like an amazing thing.

it really is tho.

just sayin.

Rachhh

A year later

I feel like i know so many guys who have probably had this fantasy.

Ive watched a lot of indies this year recently

Ira and Abby

Pennuchi for Begginers

Away We Go

Blue State (I think this movie has one of the best onscreen kisses ever)

Henry Fool

Hank and Mike

Just to name a few. Makes me wanna make a movie.

This quote runs through my head when im not speaking

"Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?"

-Mia Wallace (Uma Thurman in Pulp Fiction)

Pulp Fiction is one of the best movies period. If you haven't, see it because its amazing.

Its true though, another of my favorite quotes "It is an ironic habit of human beings to run faster when we have lost our way."

I feel like this can be explain through my own "deer in head lights" attitude when put on the spot, ill say something and just keep going with it and things get awkward and then i shut up and take out my phone and pretend to do something, horribly embarrassed but masking it with my own natural weirdness . Most people are like that i think, they dont know what to do so they feel they need to do something, anything. Its nearly impossible not to think, you cant just shut off your brain on command and thus you do until something else comes along.

This is pretty neat Audio Gravity

Listen to Dayplayer

Interration is not a word

but some how it happens to be in one of my assignments WTF.

The best/most awful thing i heard yesterday was about Tiger Woods. "Just how many holes did Tiger play"- referring of course to his many infidelities that just keep surfacing day after day. Its vulgar but hilarious.

3 more days of school. 6 more months of college.

This video walks the thin like between annoying and awesome. I like it and it requires talent but that dude is a little bit nuts.